comfort

gravity pulls the waves all the way in and then out again.
over my toes making my feet wet
theres a pen in my hand and a drink in my hand.
the breeze pulls my hair back,
and i look up to the sky.
its a sort of lightish blue the color of my eyes.

i try to clear my mind but all these random things keep on jumping in my head.
like of all kind of proirities i have to do
or that i didnt make my bed.
i inhale and take it all in life is good really
. its up to us to be happy forget about all the bad
with sadness enough i'v had!!
im merely 15 years old and i have a long life ahead
a lot of good and bad will come and go
its up to me not to sink low so from now ill b happy 1.....2.....3... HERE I GO

i wrote this on the plane

i cant leave
it hur

ts so bad
screw Israel
enough i've had

enough with goodbyes
i need to cry
im on the plane
and my hearts filled with pain

i dont want to leave you
dont know what i'll do
i tried it for a year
i went away
but it wasnt good
i thought of u every day
missed you so much
didnt know how to keep in touch

yoou always being busy,
or the times wrong
it killed our friendship
me being away
so how did i get to this day?
im leaving again
im going to miss you my dear friend
ow wow this hurts
who knows what will be when i get back
will everything be different?

im leaving my heart with you in NYC
will you watch it for me?
take good care
i love you forever
xoxoxo malx