while the skies open up
Sunday, January 31, 2016
while the skies open up
Monday, January 18, 2016
The best blessing one can give,
To commemorate the day they where born.
Are the right tools to face many a storm.
When the rain pours may you learn to dance.
When hard times come,
May you stand tall.
May you have a companion,
For the snow fall.
May your heart be whole,
and your belly full.
May your smile be radiant,
and your aura peace.
May you have strength for clouds of grey.
May you have courage to face each day.
When the naysayers bring u down,
May your punch be strong to knock them out.
And when the sun will shine and heat your face.
When flowers and fresh air will embrace,
When the winds will sing a musical song,
May your entire being sing along.
When the world is rights and things go your way.
Always remember what you are to say.
thanks to you to me to her
Thanks to tour friends lovers and haters.
Above all thanks to you creator!
So thank you chaya for allowing me to teach,
As you know my favorite thing is to preach!
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
A few flies look like an entire zoo
Open your eyes too all that's around
listen to those unheard sounds
Pay attention to what you don't normally see
smile, to those in misery.
Escape the walls of your reality
Understand how grateful you ought to be.
So many hurting, sick, doing time.
So many wearing masks so they seem fine
Cowering In the brokenness of their heart
Yearning for an opportunity, a new start.
Have you got a roof over your head?
Reason to get out of bed?
The heart you carry is it whole?
Are you satisfied with your current role?
So many have lost their chance
Homless in the streets
But they do dance
Collecting pennies to by some food
Bet you'd never know by their jolly mood.
But you worry about your third world problems
For your penthouse you can't afford rent.
Who cares if the world is at war
You mourn the closing of your favorite store.
I wonder when you all will open your eyes
When you will all realize,
I'm speaking to you, to him, to all.
yet my words on deaf ears fall.
Now I tiptoe so my baby won't wake
Sundays where a day to lounge and rest
I now spend my time cleaning everybody's mess
I used to pull all nighters just for the thrill
My fun nights now Include cuddles Netflix and chill
Always prided myself in my spontaneity
At the moment I can barely control my vanity
I used to worry about the future and past
Now I barely have time for that
I used to be impatient and selfish
My loved ones are everything now, who I constantly miss.
I used to go to sleep alone
My number one companion was my phone
My heart once empty, now is full
My constant frown turned upside down
(Thanks to my family)I am the happiest luckiest overtired mama in town.
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
Being a mom has taught me to be selfless
Taught me to give without expecting in return
Taught me to push myself even
Caused me to say 'I got this' at times when i felt like falling apart
Being a mom has introduced a new love to me
It's a rush of love that comes at random moments usually accompanied with happy tears
Being a mom has made me face my fears
Being a mom has brought out a soft side in me
A side I never new could be reality
Being a mom has turned me into a better person
And when she smiles her big toothless smile at me
I rejoice in my new mom identify
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
& cannot see
A fog obscures reality
A lock on her good memory
Only worries about what can be
She is hurting
And in distress
Crippled by her past
Her wings have torn apart
By the burden of her broken heart
She is fragile
& so very weak
Pale & ghostly
She cannot speak
She is mocked
A subject of scorn
Her confidence blocked
By regret for the day she was born
She would like
To piece herself together
But has lost the direction
God please help her
Give my lost butterfly some love and protection
Sunday, September 13, 2015
my sweet love child
I look forward to meeting you
and kissing your face
to shower you with love
your little body, to embrace.
dear little sweetie
we have grown so much together
you changed me and daddy
and for that you i treasure
god has bonded us
into a unity of one
and with your presence
three musketeers we become
for you are the only one
that knows my heart beat from within,
that hears my voice through all emotions
that feels my love, my undying devotion.
I wish god would grant me
with a wish for this new year
and allow me the honor
of starting the year as a mother
but whatever is in gods plan
is OK with me
I simply cannot wait
to meet my lil baby <3
Sunday, August 2, 2015
frusterated to no end
Remember the one watching is yous friend
when you're down
words, your mouth cannot speak
Look beyond your troubles
and the holy one go seek
Although its challenging, to see the right in wrong
always remember who brought this all along
Like a bad moment can happen just like that
So too the good will come, and put you back on track.
Wednesday, May 6, 2015
Friday, April 24, 2015
Blessed are you god kind of the world for not making me a woman I mean excuse me?
We fly high to god connecting to our father with just a Few words