i will not break (all the way)

I will not break
Not this time
My life is at stake
I will be strong

I will not fall
Because no one will help me crawl
Through the depths down below,
So that I can get up again.
Fake it till u make it ,
That has been my theme.
For quite some time
If I fake it it'll go along smoothly
And ill forget why I ever went astray
forget why I acted so grey

Never will I forget that day
That I realized so much
Never will I forget that eart shattering revelation
that concluded such:
To get up you have to fall
To change you have to know
To achieve greatness you have except that u may fail
& most of all
To be strong you have to have been broken before

And it will happen. it will happen again
I prepare myself.
I will surrender
I have to
Only because It will make me stronger
More fierce
More capable to battle this challenge I have set before me
This challenge called life
I will accept the consequences
Learn from all the wrong
Grow from my mistakes
The lower you go
The higher u climb
Back up once again
But I will not let it be a cycle
This will not be a constant game
The phrase One step forward two steps back will not play a part here
Because I will not break (all the way) just enough to go one step back & 3 forward
So that I can go my way
I will not break (all the way)
I am strong. I am stronger